Nomatter What You Can Always Shine

There are no 2 people the same. however when you think about it, you have more in common with people than you'd like to think. everybody can feel happiness, sadness, fear and anger, the luckiest of us can see, hear, feel and think. but when you look at the small things, we are pretty similar. like how many of us enjoy chilling out on the sofa watching tv, or playing video games, eating certain things and being with friends. when we're in love nothing else matters, you get butterflies and smile like mad, when you're sad you want someone who talk to but not always criticise. how when we're in alot of pain it feels like the world has come crashing down. i guess what im trying to say is i may look different, i may be a lesbian, have tattoos, piercings and a different style but im just like you, i breath, i feel, i love, i hate and i dont mind a chat every now and again :P

I don’t know how much I can take

I cant do a single thing right in her eyes. I do everything I’m asked, everything she wants and yet everything isn’t good enough. I can’t go out without her by my side, I can’t talk to anyone, can’t look how I want to look, how I’ve always looked, can’t buy anything unless its for her or I have her approval, I even get made to feel like shit when I eat what I want! I bet in no time I’ll get made to feel guilty for having a coffee at lunch time and that by having one Im showing I don’t love her or care! I mean come on! I can’t mention Ot though, no way! Id get really put down and I’ll just end up hating myself more. I don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t make her happy. I can’t be happy. What’s happened. Just the other day things were great. Now I just cry, for ages until I cry myself to sleep. I love her but its killing me. I’m so confused. I’m broken. I’m weak.

  • 1/3 of me: I wanna be fit and sexy and have a flat stomach and be lean and have lots of muscle.
  • 1/3 of me: I wanna be skinny and tiny and dainty and delicate and bony and frail and look cute in everything.
  • 1/3 of me: I wanna not give a shit about what I look like and be happy instead.
purple-tiger-rawr17:

tell me everything is going to be okay but i no this will never happen and i will be left wanting the hug that will never happen

purple-tiger-rawr17:

tell me everything is going to be okay but i no this will never happen and i will be left wanting the hug that will never happen

(Source: idasod)

My dinosaur #tattoo

My dinosaur #tattoo

My story…

#cuts #mystory #showusyourstory #selfharm

My story…

#cuts #mystory #showusyourstory #selfharm

And then i realizedd that I couldn’t feel the razor biting me. Just, press drag. The there was the blood. I didn’t feel it…… (via ende-game)

Caring and sharing

shan-average-teen:

Pretty positive nobody would care if i relapsed right now. Why would they? Im nothing. Absolutely nothing. I am another set of bones strolling through life. Ill turn to dust one day and that day can be so very soon. I can’t save myself and nobody else wants to, who would want to? Im a useless set of bones who strolls aimlessly without a purpose.